I have. I do sometimes. I might.

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

1 John 4:18

Jealousy is merely a product of fear. The fear that the other girl might take him.

I used to believe that it's normal to be jealous, and that it's okay to talk to him about it.

I still do sometimes, but only out of shock.

It's an adiabatic process. No heat is transferred through the system. Or the transfer is so quick that it goes unnoticed.

It's like when you're bored and scrolling around on facebook passing by a wall-to-wall thing going on between them and like a reflex, you go back to that and start reading and suspecting what could be going on between them and then you take a deep breath and just let it go.

As much as I want to, I can't promise that this won't ever happen.

BUT, I have this mantra in mind.

If it is Love, the other girl does not exist.

 

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Earlier today..

A father set her daughter in a frozen lake. Once the girl was frostbitten, the dad put her on a sawbench and started cutting the frostbitten parts in lengthwise strips.

FYI The girl was still alive and talking.

Someone called on her dad and he stopped and went out. The girl called to her dad because the saw which was midway through her arm was starting to hurt.

Then, I woke up.

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Friday Happy

Happy Friday?!

I effing love Summer!@#$%

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Friday Happy

Happy Friday?!

I effing love Summer!@#$%

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Humility

"So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full."

Matthew 6:2

I don't want to be a hypocrite in saying that the devil named **** is the only one who does not possess humility.

There are just some achievements that do not want to be surpassed by praise and recognition.

I don't ask for much; a simple "Good job!" and I'm good to go.

But HER! She just had to get the attention of the class to show off something so insignificant, even her soul (if she had one) would not want to listen to her.

It's all bullshit with this person. I hate her so much.

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Kicking back in the marigold summertime dream..

It's either Life keeps getting better and worse at the same time or I actually FEEL Summer..

We have a great vaycay planned ahead of us..

I have just been blessed with two new babies..

AND I have shopped for Summer gear!

Sunblocks, hats, swimwear, halters, shirts, shorts, accessories, you effing name it!

Sure wish I could have some Havaianas and a new pair of sunglasses. :)

It's still 15 days until that trip to Denmark but hopefully I get to have some fun before that.

I've got a football game and a sleepover with my asians next week.

We're watching Eclipse at the Colosseum the week after.

Besides these, I've got nothing.

I SHOULD PROLLY HUT UP AND GIVE YOU THE SONG ALREADY.

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Pride

I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile.

Romans 1:16

I have never been this proud of myself since I won in the student council elections for my final year in elementary.

On my way to the venue, I was praying so hard for the easy flow of the job.

Despite my tumbled-up norwegian skills and lack of confidence in customer confrontations, I nailed it man!!!

There were times where I was left alone with the register and the flooding customers, but I still nailed it!!!

I made a tactic on being able to count and clip out 20 coupons in less than 5 seconds. HAHA

On my first night I was determined on not going. I showed up about an hour late. I literally took time to think and weigh the pros and cons of quitting.

Thank You, God for giving me Mindy, Sanne and Silia (from the Bong Salg), Sofia (from Admission), and most especially, my boss, Ellen.

Ellen was kind enough to let me go early despite the tragedy at the baggage counter.

Although all my co-workers were Norwegian, they were nice enough to talk to me in English.

Also, thank You for my leaders at the Frivillig Innsjekking who considered my fashionably-late check-in's, explained everything to me in english, and gave me another shirt because I forgot to bring the old one.

Thank You for guiding me home on my first night. (I was getting lost around Oslo, seriously.)

Most of all, thank You, God, for giving me the courage and turning around my determination to go through this experience.

 

Never let the fear keep you from playing the game.

That may be from a Cinderella Story, but it works a hundred percent.

 

Have a great weekend, people!

I surely won't, my group hasn't submitted shit for our project.

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Someone's at the crash site digging me out...

...I HOPE IT'S YOU.

Why Mêlée's Stand Up, I can explain...

When you are separated from your other half, doubts are inescapable, no matter how ridiculous they might be.

From my 19 years on this Earth, I have experiences enough to assume that:

Whether love is true or not, doubt can and will blind your feelings.

However, when love is true, and you are just on the brink of surrender, reassurance will find you in the most random means.

 

ENOUGH CHEESE!

Here's the song!

✿

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